a story of a heartbreaker ...

so id read this somewhere .....n she said ...

We lay together holding each other with all the passion that can be exposed in the moment
I feel that familiar easethat I once held in adoration from your presence
Your hands move up my body, and graze through my hair as you pull my face closer to you. Your mouth rests a tender kiss upon my forehead, and my heart aches.

You treat me as if I am the only woman in the world
You shower me with affectionin front of the entire world as if we share each other completely and you want them to all know
You tell me that You've missed me dearly, and I respond that "It is a secret".
I do know... all too well.

I wanted the words to cleanse my heart
I wanted to begin againand move everything that surrounded me into the forefront
But I could not

then he ...

So, I cried you away
All I needed was to remove all the pieces of you from my memory
I didn't want to feel that painful "gulp" that wouldn't go down, anymore.
I cried with a purely fervent desperation for relief.
I poured out my heartbreak alone in my room
begging the tears to heal my aching

I'm certain that if someone had heard from the other side of the wall
they may have truly believed that a dear soul had been lost in death.
I cut my pain into my body leaving a horrifying reminder of you
It was supposed to be my safeguard
The scars were supposed to keep you away.
Now, how will anyone ever love me, now?
i'm covered in your memory with every jagged line that bled you out of me.

I hate that I know you, and I wish you would go away
I don't want you anymore I don't understand what it is that you want from me
Your actions, when we are togethersay the things that I long to hear
You hold my hand, kiss me tenderly
Every time, knowing that I will feel used and forgotten the moment we part again

While she ...

stood there in silence with an intense throbbing in her chest and swallow back the pain so that he would not have to see her cry
There are just so many things and I am sorry that I couldn't share it all with you
I keep thinking that I could have had more time with you
I don't want to be selfish, but I needed that.
I had so much to say and I wanted you to help me understand but I could not
In fact, I honestly have a lack of clarity on the basis of my decision making
I am sorry but someone else will love you.

regards, B

p/s : Lost love is just like a broken glass, sometimes it is better to keep it the way it is than get hurt trying to put the pieces back together - annonymous