a bullet in the head ?



life is never fair ...

when we choose to be best friends or just friends and not lovers, it is in fact, a risk that each of us takes. Tho we do kno or realise the risk s involved. its a human nature thing. when this is our own choice of selections, so kita letakkan batasan dan bile seseorang melampaui batasan tu, then dia terluke ...salah siape?

no one.

life is again never fair...

all i can see is...its just like a perjanjian yang tidak tertulis..ter ke ber... which is which la yeh. i certainly cannot blame him or whoever for fallin in love with me because somtimes love is such a strange thing. a weird thing. my sincere love experience was 12 yrs back. ONCE n never since. *semoga Allah memberikan aku jalan* i cannot blame myself for not feelin the same way becausee i only ask for a friendship and you cannot force somone to love you. yeah some one will terribly get hurt and of course...

life is nevver fair.

Allah bahagikan kite laki and pompuan ada sebabnya. sorry peeps if im a bit jahil about this..im not perfect. kite berlainan jantina sbb we are supposed to get attracted to each other...love, affection, trust, what ever senses there are from the opposite sex.

being best friend to a guy, there shoud be a white line so that it would never be crossed. kalau sudah jodoh nak buat mcm mane. semuanya ketentuan dr Allah. But we need this line to remain as besties or friends. tapi disebabkan lumrah kehidupan manusia, kite leka, we cross the line because of these napsus ..got ke such word hihi napsu-napsu ok. these feelings that are buried deep inside n beneath this friendship. and Yup....

life is never fair .

ive learned my lesson...lessons...nah, do i have? YES. insyallah. i dont want n never want to be in thatf horrifyin situation again and cause so much pain to other people...i dont want to be a cause for another hamba Allah. but then...they would probably blame me for what ever happened and again,

life is never fair...

p/s : i know that i will always treasure our memories together and absolutely not forgetting the bad ones as well. you guys were the best friends i ever had ... rase lain plak bile aku tak mrapu kekeke ...

yusry, u kno wat, perempuan kat gmail tu cari aku lagi cux.......she keeps yappinnnn abt a guy who shes in love with ... aku rase ko lah...mencikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

nape aku slalu disabitkan dalam kehidupan ko nihhhhh....dr awal sampai sudah...aku dah tak de kat sisi ko lagi... pon ade oang cari aku jugakkkkk...*speechless*

best ke ade girl-frens as besties??