he's 55 years old now ... selamat hari jadi bah! *ciom pipi die*
aku menunggu waktu meniti untuk mengucapkan selamat hari jadi untuknyer.

mama dah kelaot kerana kepenatan bekerja seharian. so die tak sedar langsung. kami berbual-bual tentang pengalaman aku menelpon tok kadhi, berurusan di pejabat Jais dan sbgnya siang tadi. dlm dok berckp-ckp tuh tak sedar pon sudah jam 12.30 mlm. hUhu.

corat-coret...

sedar tak sedar, i'm 28 now
menjadi seorang wanita yg baik
atau sebaliknya
aku membesar
seperti kebanyakan orang

tahun silih berganti
aku semakin dewasa
meniti hari
melihat, mendengar
dan belajar

to find wisdom and knowledge
for that reason
we learn throughout the years
without falling
and no, it is not easy

terkenang aku
nakal, degil lagi keras kepala
masalah demi masalah
dalih yang dibuat
bebelan mama yang aku dapat
he he he
di hati dunia serba tak kena

mama naik hantu
abah stood there
looking at me
not to scold
not to yell
not to beat me
like what mama did

but to wipe my tears away
and he said
mama did that because she loves you.

wonder can he tell?
who i am now?
in his eyes
see me
may be he sees
a different side of me
what i have become
his beloved daughter

for i was young
now i have grown
i have matured
much have been gained
lessons learned
still i have a long way to go

aku berangan di malam hari
tentang hari esok
tentang masa hadapan
gambaran tentang hari perkahwinan
yg bakal tiba
inikah takdir?
titisan air mata pertamanya

wonder can he tell?
that i could see
in his eyes
his biggest fear
that i could see
in his heart
he's losing his lil girl?

i know he knows
that i love him more
than ever
then i look at him
and kiss him dearly

oh how i just know
he will dry my tears and
calm my fears

bah,
you have been there for me
every single day of my life
through all the struggle
i would be lost
if you had not shown me
the way
that i dont know
i would have made it

sue bersyyukur
dan bertuah
untuk segala yang abah
dah korbankan buat sue
and adik adik

bersyukur to have
a dear loving father
like you, you're the greatest abahhhhhhh in the world!!

ps: anak best fwen abah, farhana pepetang2 akan kuar main di padang dpn rumah. bila die haus die akan singgah ke rumah. die akan memanggil abah, " samekommmmmmmmmmm. uncle cekdannnnnnn oohhh uncle cekdannnnnnnnnnnnn. pahana nakkkk masok nih. pahana haus neh uncle cekdan." eheheh - mmg kami sekeluarga tak dpt lupakan panggilan tu.