last monday, i did not report to work
i was on emergency leave
it was a short notice
so did he too :))

i could not move or even walk
my lower back hurts so much
so bad and i burst into tears
luckily nizam was around to lift me up


he then took me to the clinic nearby
after being checked on
i refused to get the shot
so i was given some shits
pain killer, muscle relaxant and other medication

the doc gave me only 2 days
if the pain still there
i will have to undergo a second check up
and x ray

it has been two days now
its not getting better *sigh*

watching the beautiful night sky
i sit and wonder
am i here for any good ?

i'm not sick, i am fine

ps: honestly, this is really very frightening ...