white sin ...

i did something bad this morning.  i was scared.  i felt guilty.  i am. 

i am sorry. 

dak cit wanted me to forget about it. 

guilty as charged!  how could i forget that?

*sobs*  to whom it may concern, please forgive me. it was an accident. 


what should i do next week? erghhh ... it keeps coming to my head.  guilt. guilt. guilt.

my heart beats so damn fast just to think about it.  * sigh * what have i become?

ick!  lets move on.


last two days, i had dinner with my old colleagues.  oh, just like every other day. :D  but nowadays, this phat mOmmy to be is very blessed.  asyik2 ada je yg nak belanja makan. though i insisted not to.  rase bersalah pon ada. hehe.

thank you syahril, im, and fellow friends. 

i regularly dine out with friends after work before i head home.  aspel once said, korang ni kan pelik tau. tak paham aku. 

believe me, i am bored too to answer all your questions e v e r y d a y.  heh. 

he's not home.  well, he's not home. 

what else the easy answer i could ever give?

just NOT at home. 


tapi ko pregnant sue. 

tapi ko kan ngandung sue.

tapi ko kan boyot sue.

tapi ko kan bawak budak sue.

tapi ko kan mak buyong sue.


so?

nak soh aku dok umah layu macam di tasik madu gituh? 

nak soh aku jadi macam elly mazlyn dlm drama tuh? gemalai jer hah. ekeke

nak soh aku layankan je keboyotan neh?

alhamdullilah, * dengan izinNya dah tentu * mak still cergas nok.  hehehe.  so belum menjadi satu masalah lagi untuk aku kehulur-kehilir. 


yesterday, i got these text messages, asking about cat competition on tv.  she said she saw me on tv. LOL.

kucen2 aku giler cam diva hokeh lagi nak masok tv?

takleh takleh tak sesuai sbb sme angin cm tuannyer.  hahaha

nota kaki : mama joy, muktamad.  no tioman this year as per dak cit. grrr


ps :  aunty rachah tak ske aku lembik lembik manje tak tentu hala.  dia menyampah.