rambling: soul 4

la la la la ...

na, i've read your writing. nah, another soul to complement.

she once had a life. a beautiful life. she found love. her first love. she had many deepening experiences of love with the one she loved in her life. with him she found love.

but then came news that shattered her life. she sacrificed. she chose the love of a mother. she wasn’t herself anymore since then. she was cold. her heart was ice cold. she acted good.

she was hoping. hoping for the love she believed in. no. he was not meant for her. her heart crushed. years gone by, nobody knew who she was. how she had felt. how unhappy she was, how sad she was, how devastated she was. shed gone colder.

she’d lived all her life thinking of others. pleasing them. now she doesn’t care what other people think. now is about what she wants.

she had not found happiness her whole life. till one day a miracle happened. wonder how is she doing now? she’s blessed.

ps: soul 5, come out, come out...where ever you are. :)