so i thought...

i m just trying to lend my shoulder to a friend. well? and i think it has turned out to be?? taaa raaaa, a disaster!! yurp. hee hee.

well, i think, i could accept the fact that she is nottttttttttttt nottttttttttttttttttt very happy with what had happened in her life at the moment. ok, i am terribly, teriblly sorry, if i am not trying hard enough to understand her situation. geez, what was i thinking back then?. trying to help??? konon.

eh, i am not trying to help okay, or trying to be the hot shot-problem solver or anything. nep2. not me. not choo2. im just helping her out to find who she is, what she wants in life, ya know stuff like that. ehh my shrink does that all the time tauuuuuuu. manipulating things, questions, what ever there is just to make me speak up!! and hell, it is not easy . so, tak sme bole diapply pd insan lain kot. hee hee.

sometimes, some ppl, they just want us to lend our ears. ya know? so that, yah blah blah blah n blah. sgt melegakan bile kite dpt meluahkan sesuatu yang terbuku di hati ni, yang terpendam sekian lama. well, sue, you and your big mouth, you two should shut the fuck up. hee hee. dengar tak ni??? OKay, bosssss!

aku ingat agik, aku ckp kat die, yg aku just nak tengok kesudahannyer. tp bkn yg mcm nih. euwww.

so sue, jgn nak memandai ok, just leave her alone. like you always did/do when you do not want others to mess up wth you.

p/s: take care babe. sorry.