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idont know what to say
or how i am going to say it.
i know one thing for sure, i dont need to be feeling guilty or anything.
but with this piece id received recently, had made me paused.

Dear sue,

sorry if all this while i've made ur life miserable.....
just to say goodbye and i promise i would not chatt or disturb yourbeautiful life.
Goodluck with your coming wedd......all the best from me....

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i dont know what or how did he convey thee message to his 'good friend'
but he broke the promise. :((
and by looking at the content
hmmm it sounded not so very good
and of course, thank you for the wishes.

i dont even understand why he need to get upset with this whole story
nape malu ker? nape i dont need to know? nape i dont have to know?
nape sbb ianya tak penting?nape sbb you are too mysterious? nape sbb sme ni berlaku di belakang pengetahuan dia? tapape ta

mmg i dont have right to know
mmg i dont need to know
mmg it is personal
my question was simple
kawan dia ke ?
all i need is a Y or N answer. tu jer.

so she is his friend.
dah selesai satu masalah.
now dah jadi mcm ni pulak.
aku la yg busuk tuh.
oh blame me so

tah la ape yg sebenarnye berlaku dalam hubungan diorang
aku pon tatau.
naluri perempuan aku ni mengate kan, aku tau kot.
tp tak semestinye tepat.
mereka saja yg tau.

ucuk, a year has passed on, aku dah tau dah.
sorry. :(

aku ni asek kene main dek orang jer.
the queestion here is, ke mane saje la menghilangnye orang yg ikhlas nih?
sincerity is maybe the most difficult of all things.
ppl always give favourable explanations for all that one does, words or etc.

when we are with someone, if we are sincere enough
our way of reacting - is do the right thing
even when we are with someone who doest want to do it.

all i need is to see a beginning whether they are sincere or not
sigh
what is wrong by being transparent?
why need to hide behind bushes?

aku pulak rase mcm orang bodoh!

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