hello 09 ...

i'm back people with a little cold and fever. *sloppy*

well, well, well...look who's here? *i have not been around much lately = lazy :))* i know.

it's 2009! * was a bit left out, this was supposed to be out a week ago but again, i was lazy as apop *.

the year of the ox is here. pheuwwww, time flies so fast. *aku rase nak pengsan*. I don't know much of anything about the chinese horoscopes. therefore, i did some digging.

and then!

they said, it's going to be a prosperous year for us. ok, i say, insyallah. smoga tahun ini lebih bermakne dan lebih baik. Semoga Allah juga akan memakbulkan doa-doaku, insyaallah.

frankly, i do not know what exactly is playing in my head as this month fades. *tipu, ada satu perkara :)* i am not also sure whether i have changed. *yet* hmmm'mmm. those azams 'resolutions' i listed out last year? my wants, my needs, haih. seko pon tak jalan. *marriage was not one of them, trust me* hmm was it, trust me or believe me? correct me if i'm wrong.

one thing for sure is, each year, the only one thing that i'd do is to hope. hoping those could be realised. *usehe tadek pon tak iyer jugak kalao dok hope saje*

i guess, my view of new year's resolutions has changed or probably i do not have any of them? *sigh*. no longer do i sit down on the eve of the new year thinking or make a list though i do actually spend some time dreaming as the days fade. heh. *just like i love this one of the everly bros songs so much*

angan2 minah jenin = resolusi ?

nak diikotkan, semakin kita meningkat dewasa setiap tahun, selagi itu la sme kemahuan, keperluan, kehendak akan berubah2 jugak. i hope i will be paying close attention to *eventhough aunty rachah advises me not* ... whatever that means :) this year.

so, here's to a brand new year jUnie, may you wake up to many delightful surprises this year round. Insyaallah.

hmm...last weekend was full of tiny surprises :)). later lah.

signing off!

ps: For last year's words belong to last year's language And next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning. - T.S. Eliot 'Little Gidding'.