bigger than ever breast !

tee hee :)

korang memang suka tau click2 bila vocab itu disebut-sebut. boleh la dibangga-bangga sikit dengan perkembangan buah dada mak yang membesar ni.

kalau tidak sebelum ni? tak dapat lah! say thank you to the boobies milk!

first thing first, i am a fully breastfeeding mammy. i believe in breastfeeding and prefer to breastfeed forever if god willing.

enough said

it is the most amazing feeling in the world * not even making sex can beat this feeling LOL *. the closeness that it brings between us is priceless.

aku bersyukur because it is not something all women can experience.

i love my time alone with him

believe me, i know how it feels like when you cannot breastfeed your own.

when adam haris was a day old, to my surprise he latched on right along perfectly without any problem.

*ei where did he learn that from? *

aku? aku belajar dari brochures ‘panduan penyusuan susu ibu’ yang aunty rachah suruh baca sendiri dan fahami. * semua benda nak garang tau dia *

eventhough he was good at it without being taught to, my breast milk! :( it won't come out!

it was so heart breaking for me when i thought i didn’t have milk to give him for the very first time.

* punah harapan aku masa tu, sebab memang niat aku hendak menyusu badan dari awal kandungan lagi *

sememang tuhan menganugerahkan buah dada kita untuk menyusukan anak. jadi bukan aku memilih, memang sepatutnya.

namun, bukan semua ibu dapat merasainya di atas sebab-sebab tertentu. thank you to formula feeding.

i cried. sian anak aku dah macam anak burung tapi susu nya tak keluar juga.

thanks to mama, she helped a lot. she massaged my breasts to stimulate milk flow. applying ice pack, kobis pun ada hah. menangis jugak bila ditekan-dipicit buah nya. sakit!

alhamdulillah, two days after we made it through. i cried ... happily. heh memang luar biasa. perasaan yang aku tunggu-tunggu tiba juga. sobs.



memang betul la kata orang, ibu lepas bersalin dalam pantang ni fragile amat. menangis saja la kerjanya * aku lah, orang lain aku kurang pasti *

entah apa-apa.

i normally breastfeed him every two hours. i have started pumping too since 2 months ago. way to go mammy! thanks to dak cit for this Spectra 3. muah :)

if you ask me, personally i would recommend it. :D

note : thank you arin! you save the day. * mak kan tak sabar * heh.

well, i routinely tuck him to bed at 10 p.m., morning bath at 10 a.m, naps an hour or two or more heh in the afternoon.

if the nap works out or whenever he feels like it. *if not, i let him jog and swim ha ha ha* then, evening bath at 6 p.m. nursing too accordingly without fail.

bath time, bath time!

he's really loving it!

believe me, all these routines stuff really work. * not sure to the rest though * i managed to settle everything in a month after giving birth to him.

alhamdulillah. sekali lagi, harap berpanjangan la insyallah.

we usually have a good nap and sometime a bad nap. * more to good ones * good boy. my baby, he is a night sleeper. mudah-mudahan berkekalan rutin ni.

just that, he wakes up twice at night * lain-lain aku yang kacau * for diaper changing, for nursing. then he will go to bed soon after without hassle.

sometimes, i let him sleep a bit longer between feeding. * kalau kesian, if tidak menjadi pulak tido dia tuh heh *

Sebulan pertama dulu, setiap dua jam aku kene kejutkan dia yang tido lena gile sampai tak sedar apa-apa. tak nak bangun ok.

* macam susah nak kejut je tu kemudian hari * ngee :p. yup it sounds like abah. mane lagi kuah nak pergi kalau tak tumpah kat nasi.

he he

about expressed milk bottle feeding - , i have taught him to bottle feed earlier when he was about 2 weeks old. he catched on quite good.

people often said to me, better teach them early so that at the end of the day, *when you have to start working*, i will not have to face problem switching from breastfeeding to bottle feeding.

other than that, i don't have to worry to look for baby's room to feed him. * paham-paham saja la kat negara kita ni kekurangan tempat untuk ibu menyusu anak *

i love subang parade's - mother's room yang sangat bersih dan menenangkan!

takkan nak mengkopek sesuka hati khan. * kalau terbuka takpe juga kaum2 adam tu ni tidak, pantang tebojol nak tengok ajer cit! *

swimming in public pun salah satu contoh. boleh blahhhhhh! entah apa-apa lah. * teringat pulak vista pinggiran *

sekarang nak swimming ko sue? * tengok lemak terkuar-kuar * ok, i passsssss ha ha.

ok meleret.

my baby is such a dearie.

thank you god, for giving us such joy. * walaupun mengader juga, tapi tak banyak kerenah.

now, i have other things to worry about !  * sigh *

good nite everyone, sleep tight.

ps : don't give up. it does not mean we fail. it means that we will have to take extra effort and patience to make it work. Insyaallah.